oookiayyyy just study lor
maths is fucked but nevermindz also not sure where i am going but maybe to australia,my sis helping me check entry requirement for some college over there.
maybe malaysia.
lol
see first then.but i would like to stay at malaysia .
i am a home dude.love my home too much
explains why i hate the outside world .

ytd i sleep at 12 plus onli.T_T
anyway there was a simpsons marathon on star world.
tooo bad i was reallly tired .

Nobody reads anymore.
i just wanna let out feelings.
Maths was a nightmare for me,especially after being the only one to think it is hard after everyone else said i was so damn easy.
I really dont wanna fail .
and it seems paper 2 will kill all of us.I am more than worried.
I am about to cry and i need to let out my feelings.
i think i will just pass paper 1 borderline.
paper 2.i hope just a simple pass.
give me at least a C6
i really want to go to poly,i dont want to get left behind.
now i am trembling with fear.
its really scary.

how long tilll i get to go to heaven -_-
i hate the idea of dying and then moving on to a new life.
hate reincarnation.life is tiring.
if we are to go to heaven,i want to stay there.lol

ahhhhhhh school is fucking shiiting messing up my mind.
i have never seen a 17 year old like me.

today went out with my brother yung sing.
we play alot.
And study like hell.
I realize this year,our friendship is the deepest.This is my true brother.
Liek really fucking true brother.
I dont know how long friendships last.Because i wouldnt ever want this friendship to end.
everyone will say this.Friendships are forever.But i realize that it is near the end of my life in evg.
and the friendship that started there,one so strong i feel like its for life,but i can never predict like life.
I never knew i would screw up my life in the first place.but i did.
It makes me sad when i think about these.
This is the friend that i would ever put my life on the life to protect if anything happens.

I want this friendship to never end.
Many things I dont have in life.
Luck,i dont have it.

But i am grateful that i have such good friends.Yungsing
It made me wonder sometimes,so if i dont have luck,there is surely something to make up for luck.so isit friends?

Ohh man linebarrel is so fucking cool.
obviously a ripoff of ZOE tho.
well not liek any of my friends here would understand my geek language -_-
hey hey i dont care anymore,a geek will always be a geek.
because i dont try to look cool to people.
because as i know it,i am too unlucky to try to do anything cool.
school is a shit load of stress.i cannot cope well.
this sucks

Today i hate:The cow.
This cb cow try to disturb my friend.
cb sia,cow belong in the farm.

Today i suppose everybody not doing bad things cuz its090909
whit is 999
so 3 years ago is........

anyway my brain is very detailed as people say.
because i was watching a movie and i suddenly said.
Hey,realise how hong kong 90s movies always have alot of cardboard laid around when they have a chase sequence.
and when i listen to music,sometimes i like to ignore the vocal and feel the instrumentals.

But mostly i am a childish boy.

The world seems to be against me lately.
Actually it alwready have been against me since i was born.
If i had to type out my entire story.I would cry too.
The world doesnt work liek what you think.
EVen when you do good deeds and do not expect anything in return.
Well luck still got worst.
I mean cmon i am already on the verge of ultra bad luck and an ultra tragic life.
Can i at least know there is a limit for my unhappiness.
And oh look.Life bites me again and again.
And recdently life have been so troubling that i am tired already to carry on.
Makes me wish that my life can flash by in an instant
No offense.But thank you singapore.
1.for stressing kids
2.for giving kids unhappy childhood with that stressing education you are so proud of.